Wow! Fantastic Baby....

Hahaha... i'm crazy in love with this song. second songs that i heard from this group, BIG BANG. anyway, congratulation Big Bang as you've done the songs that really Super-Duper Great!!! for the first songs i heard, Tonight, i like with their rhythm, energetic, same like this one. so, i've uploaded it too.

*for 2PM, i still love you all!!! 'Beautiful', this new song is so amazing with the choreography, setting of the background, red roses... that really a symbol of love. good job 2PM. the message of the song is really can be felt and touched at my tiny heart. :)

3 songs for my ear to hear before to sleep... need to sleep now... by.

I Hate Myself...

i hate myself when:

1. i'm jealous with something that isn't supposed to be jealous.

2. i think negatively about someone or something.

3. i want to be angry, scream, cry without any reasons.

4. i keep thinking and wondering why is this happen???

5. i suddenly feel worry. 

*seriously, i don't know why i become like this tonight. but, for the better conclusion, i think i'm:

Jealous + Keep thinking + Worry = [lastly] become CRAZY!!!

BUT...

Blogy... I miss u...!

long time no see my blogy... miss u so much. as you know, now i'm so busy with my new job (not really, cause i've been working for a month), my new business and my new life. job huh? it isn't a 'high-level job', just an assistance at the bookshop, Pustaka Seri Intan Gong Badak (PSI GB). first day at my work, they had given the pens' section and photostat to me. as i able to memorize all types of pen and their function easily, they agreed to let me worked at this section. 


OK, no.2, new business? hahaha... don't know how to explain, but this is the reality. before i got the job, my father didn't give any opportunity for me to work, as he scared i'll be disturbed by anyone outside there. so, my lonely life came. 
My routine:
     - wake up in the morning
     - eat my meal
     - watch the television
     - and... when the night come, i go to sleep.

ARGHHHHH!!!! BORING............!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at last, Google helped me by showing some creative art that can make a business. a key-chain makes from felt-cloth...! this is really make me remember to Wani, my TESL's friend. she is the one who really love to make this type of art at our campus and it's really cute. so, i tried to learn and designed some shapes and... sold them to my siblings' friend. thank to God, i get many orders and the incomes are so... WOW!!! i think you should try too, who know you can get lot of money from it. i decide to upload the pictures of my creation, but... i still not take the pictures of them. hehehe... sorry. i promise i'll upload them in my next post.

lastly, the third, new life...

     why a new life? i don't know, but i think i try to get well in this new life. what is it? i can't tell you, but one day, when i'm ready (or i think i'm strong enough), i'll tell you what is the meaning of 'My New Life Of Me'.. :)

Can I...???

*p/s: i hope i can be like that for you... 

...sorry...

i'm really feel guilty to him now. yes, it was my fault. make a promise, but not make it. i have promised with him to call him at midnight, but as i was falling asleep, i didn't call him.
when i woke up this morning, i tried to call him. but it failed. i thought he was still sleeping. so, i tried not to bother him. at the afternoon, i tried again, but also failed, and it made me worried. until my friend, also his drama group called me, whether i had contacted with him today or not. i said, i also didn't get any contact with him. so, i became more worried. i tried again to call him, and text him. fail!!! then, i decided to call his sister. his sister said that he still sleeping. argh!!! lastly, i got to talk with him. i scolded him, because he had made me worried and his drama group waited him for 4 hours.
after i called him, i read my inbox in facebook, i saw he had sent me a message this morning, at 3 am, waiting for me to call him. now i know, why he was still sleeping when i called his sister. he waited for me until dawn. but i,... i scolded him, as he not answered my calls. it was my fault actually... i'm sorry (but i don't think by saying "i'm sorry", will pay back all that i have done to him).

Annual Dinner UiTM Foundation in TESL & Law 2011/2012

hi, hi, hi!!!

Just a simple me

it's me again (actually, it's not "again", because this is my blog. haha...). oh, as you can see, this is my picture at the annual dinner at The Zenith yesterday. look so grand huh? hehehe... the white lavender is the true theme for this annual, but as many girls could find any dresses in purple color, so we decided to wear any color that we want. so, i wore the long-sleeves turquoise dress with the set of pearl necklace and bracelet and the black belt. is it too simple?...


anyway, my beloved also went there. he is too handsome and looks dashing. i love people who look very attractive.

He is too a good-looking man, right?

i have already uploaded my picture with him. aren't we a nice couple? May God bless both of us. Amin...

and not forgotten to all my friends, Teslians, i miss you guys for-ever and i won't regret to be friend with you. i hope, wherever we are, we will always happy and remember all the memories that we have done. Our journey from may 2011 until mac 2012 must be stuck at our minds for-ever.

for my lectures, (Madam Jue, Madam An, Madam Shima, Madam Laily, Mr Nawawi, Ustaz Fathir,  Madam Hashimah,

She is really my roommate and my princess.

 Dr Rahmah), i love you all, and thank because you have to bear and accept with my type of naughtiness, laziness and talkativeness. hehehe...

my roommate, Nurrah Nadzirah a.k.a gg... you really look gorgeous yesterday, even i, your roommate can't recognize you. anyway, best try to surprise me, princess... 

I'm not dreaming

• like what you see, i have gotten 2 plates from my campus in English Week Competition (13th-17th February). haha... can't imagine how i can win in this competition especially in poem recitation. i just target myself to win in story telling, and alhamdulillah i got in 2nd runner up. but for poem recitation... wow!!! the winner???
• the most unforgettable moment is when my name was called. i was very surprised that i only sat and stared at all people who were clapping their hands for me. i was blank at that time. really really blank... hahaha... 
• oh, and also, for my group, TESL B!!! we have won as the 2nd runner up in choral speaking competition. we got the big-blue wrap hamper. congratulation to all my classmate, you are deserved to be win...
• lastly, for my bf, congratulation too... as your group have become the winner in choral speaking. hahaha... TESL A are really the best performance and also extremely cute... anyway, i miss all my TESLians..