Just a "Side" of me...

i always say to other people, if you see your boyfriend/girlfriend with the other boy/girl, don't be too jealous, as he/she just talking, joking each other but his/her heart still yours.

BUT...

when it happens to me, i can't help myself, i just tearing inside. i try to motivate myself with my own words, it's helpless... i also a human, a weak human, have feeling of 'jealous' too... God, please help me, please give me strength to face all of this. Amin...